Mistake

interwebz love poem

2010-02-16T04:39:00.000-08:00

you make me go ROFLMAO
when i am feeling down
and when i go afk,
you always try to make my day
sometimes you appear behind me
when i'm typin' ORLY
and you can always tell
that you're the one making me go LOL
but i know you like OMG
you're the one that makes me free
even in moments where you're like a fool
i'll always think - ILU2 8D

to discover new oceans

2010-02-05T08:57:00.000-08:00

you must first have the courage to lose sight of the shore.

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back from OBS! ambivalent feeling. on one hand i'll miss raja + gandhi watch so much plus instructors charles and sheemun. super fun and awesome experience. but then i get to go home and sleep on beds and all that shizzle. not looking forward to school though - common tests are coming and i haven't revised. AT ALL. fml dood.

i(L)obs! i think i learnt lots and maybe i can become a better person (:
potff is weird. like whatever! (b-----!!) haha :D

bus ride

2010-01-26T02:36:00.000-08:00

i watch
the faded window panes flash lights
that blinds eyes and
pepper ghosts like illusions tease
lethargic mind. hands reach
out yet only to be met
with the glass.
so close to the tarmac on the floor
yet so far.
the vehicle moves, tyres grinding
on said road, passing by broken down
lorry with surmounted debts lain
guilty on window seat. traffic
light blinks, and the
wheels continue to turn.
never looking back,
i watch.

deck of tumbling cards

2010-01-20T05:28:00.001-08:00

the ace of flames has finally been recovered. my heart sings.

2010-01-19T05:52:00.001-08:00

cup noodles and forgotten fishballs swirling in broth like a forgotten record playing nostalgia

FML

2010-01-04T23:14:00.000-08:00

School brings upon a huge workload and a huge workload I am having. I'm going to fail my tests and die and shrivel up in a corner and melt into a purple puddle. >:

cookies should be eaten while drinking milk

2009-12-26T01:34:00.001-08:00

when life gives you lemons

2009-12-24T03:34:00.000-08:00

"when life gives you lemons, you make lemonade"
japan was a good trip for me to relax. i feel genuinely recharged and ready to face next year...somewhat. the highlight of the trip was obviously the manga musuem in kyoto for me, as well as the jump shop in osaka. i bought shitloads of manga, artbooks and anime merchandise so i am content.

however, there are also shitloads of things waiting to be completed. so forgetful me shall make a list.
1) finish zuo wen
2) print OBS form
3) edit pieces for arvon
4) draw bloody belated christmas card
5) get the damn lit book
6) check jap class next year

as for studies, i shall:
1) finish my history notes by the end of the holidays
2) start on math
3) read science books

as for some resolutions next year, i shall:
1) get gold for damn NAPFA.
2) slim down 5kg
3) not lose to any of the china scholars
4) not lose to any of the singaporeans either
5) get 9 A's so i won't have to drop a subject.
6) persuade le yi to make a kick ass CCA shirt (and jacket >D)

i hope it works. anyway.
mari kelisumasu and a harpi niu year

you hate the paradox

2009-12-09T22:33:00.000-08:00

i am trying to convince myself why i should start doing my holiday homework. and christmas is coming, which means i have cards to make. but i'm really lazy D:

you know if you look outside your window and notice how the shadow moves according to the time of the day, it's really interesting. sometimes the shadows are bolder and more defined in shape, yet at other times they're natural and really soft.

i think i'm going to do a lot of writing when i'm in japan. though i really dislike going overseas, i guess there's nothing i can do. at least i'll be able to watch hetalia and buy lots of manga. haha.

manga rec: W-Juliet. it's damn funny. the guy cross-dresses as a girl and the girl cross-dresses as a guy. i'm not making much sense but try it out if you're bored (:

2009-12-09T00:48:00.000-08:00

The first post is supposed to have meaning - some sort of significance for a so-called "online diary". Although unwritten, I guess many firsts would be a beginning of something new, or an introduction of some kind.

I do not want to call this a blog. A blog is a superficial diary where you can't share anything that would serve to offend anyone. I would prefer the word Logbook - some place where you can relate daily events, of varying intensity of feelings, and yet not get in trouble for it. It is not superficial like a blog, yet it is not personal like a diary.

I am superficial, arrogant, masochistic, hot-tempered, immature, ego-centric and blunt. I like solitude. I like companionship. I tend to be very paradoxical. My life can be counted as an oxymoron itself.

This is the place where one would proceed to talk about his or her likes and hates, or their personal information. But I see no need to be acquainted with anonymous people that glance through this Logbook, so I shall divulge no further.

This is my logbook. And this concludes my introduction.